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Mon, May. 12th, 2025 10:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rio_luna626Happy full moon, btw. It was pretty last night. I was sad to miss MtShasta Temple, especially since our featured Goddess in May is Ochun. But I was at work, a phrase I will no doubt repeat a few times here
I am delighted I do not have to go to the Springs for issues with the house. Much gratitude!! But I did go to read on Saturday and did 4 readings, all walk ins. But the drive home I went up the highway which was the wrong plan. It added stress to a stressful weekend.
Friday I took Lucie to her eye doctor and he recommends surgery in July. We need a second opinion, asap. I am really happy with so much for Lu: she had her best semester to date, she got a good internship for next year, her meds seem to have hit the right cocktail for now. She’s more resilient and she’s super proud of her grades. And now eye surgery which is really scary. I tucked her in bed and headed back, and the Friday night traffic was…consistent with itself. I was 2 hours later for work, and then Saturday 90 minutes. My people at work were kind about it, but I dragged my ass to work yesterday, right on time and worked my whole shift, and really thought to myself: the wall is coming and I must not hit it
Observations:
-I sleep great and I’m beginning to remember dream pieces
-despite attempts and earlier light, I’m lingering in bed late these days, not a great habit
-I’m not getting much movement in, not optimal
-I’m low level sad often.
-Cannabis is …yeah, I just don’t like it anymore. But I am having trouble stopping
-my wardrobe is very gray and drab, and I don’t feel like I’m much fun anymore
-but I do feed myself well, I just need to transition to a more springtime diet
Lu and I had plans for me to come up this week and begin bringing her stuff home, since it’s more than one trip in my civic ( the Subi could handle it for sure). I asked to postpone it, I need a week off of these long ass drives.
Ironically I would love a road trip somewhere
I took this morning to go slower, to journal here, to look at the to do list and consider next moves for this morning. Poke at the week to come a bit. It’s the full moon and I’m trying to give that energy room without leaving it to drive things today .
I am delighted I do not have to go to the Springs for issues with the house. Much gratitude!! But I did go to read on Saturday and did 4 readings, all walk ins. But the drive home I went up the highway which was the wrong plan. It added stress to a stressful weekend.
Friday I took Lucie to her eye doctor and he recommends surgery in July. We need a second opinion, asap. I am really happy with so much for Lu: she had her best semester to date, she got a good internship for next year, her meds seem to have hit the right cocktail for now. She’s more resilient and she’s super proud of her grades. And now eye surgery which is really scary. I tucked her in bed and headed back, and the Friday night traffic was…consistent with itself. I was 2 hours later for work, and then Saturday 90 minutes. My people at work were kind about it, but I dragged my ass to work yesterday, right on time and worked my whole shift, and really thought to myself: the wall is coming and I must not hit it
Observations:
-I sleep great and I’m beginning to remember dream pieces
-despite attempts and earlier light, I’m lingering in bed late these days, not a great habit
-I’m not getting much movement in, not optimal
-I’m low level sad often.
-Cannabis is …yeah, I just don’t like it anymore. But I am having trouble stopping
-my wardrobe is very gray and drab, and I don’t feel like I’m much fun anymore
-but I do feed myself well, I just need to transition to a more springtime diet
Lu and I had plans for me to come up this week and begin bringing her stuff home, since it’s more than one trip in my civic ( the Subi could handle it for sure). I asked to postpone it, I need a week off of these long ass drives.
Ironically I would love a road trip somewhere
I took this morning to go slower, to journal here, to look at the to do list and consider next moves for this morning. Poke at the week to come a bit. It’s the full moon and I’m trying to give that energy room without leaving it to drive things today .
