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rio_luna626I went to panthers gate on wed, got my pay for May. My fees are larger ever month. I got feedback about salesmanship in the store, which is the hardest part of this hustle for me.
I had offered to just a full moon hangout with the coven : I said nothing about circle or ritual. I told Barb weeks ago I didn’t want to move forward into another year with the coven, and certainly not before a conversayion about lousy communication and unspoken expectations among us. Without me hosting events are not being planned so this conversation has not happened
Wednesday afternoon around 3 pm B and K started making suggestions about what do for ritual. It was all over the place: first a good fortune thing, then k started saying she wanted to work confronting violence against ICE, it was very vague, about “justice or revolution or retribution.” I was on the highway at this time so couldn’t respond right away. Next she asked me a Palo / espiritists question that REALLY should have been on another channel. What she asked about was legit alarming to me because it shows such a lack of foundational information, I don’t know how I missed imparting it. But now our new coven pal M has stepped forward to say the obvious: the working sounds chaotic ( it does), it is not the energy first described ( it wasn’t) and that she and her son would stay home. Then K apologized to everyone on all platforms and declared she would stay home to not make anyone uncomfortable
Omg
So…I strode in and declared it was hang out only as the original invite said and no ceremony would happen, please bring snacks. And it was nice, if cloudy— we didn’t see the moon til it cleared the cloud banks and was fairly high.
The following day was counseling for me, then getting our surgery time and packing/provisioning surgery day, which included cst food, Cherise’s meds, gas the car etc. it was almost 8 pm when we headed up to FoCo.
I listened to Mt Shasta’s full moon ceremony in the car.
Didn’t see moon even we landed or when we headed out the morning. It’s hazy from the fires in Gunnison. It was hot today and I contemplated the lovely pool, but I have no bathing suit. Trying to buy a suit at the Target, when I went to get Tylenol for Lucie, proved daunting and by the time I went outside the temps had dropped ten degrees and black clouds were rolling in. It’s now pouring rain and thundering.
I love being back in Ft Collins, it’s such a beautiful town. It’s a mountain irony that we’re closer tomsctual
Mountains here but there less of a Mountain View. But if you keep driving west on the Main Street you will
End up in Rocky Mountain national forest.
But I’m anxious to get home.
Early bed now and early departure tomorrow. I have work at 430 and a client reading at noon. Lu is feeling in ok, had lunch and dinner and we are both grateful we didn’t try to drive home tonight, although I did plan to. This is safer for Lu and cherise assures me she is ok til tomorrow
I had offered to just a full moon hangout with the coven : I said nothing about circle or ritual. I told Barb weeks ago I didn’t want to move forward into another year with the coven, and certainly not before a conversayion about lousy communication and unspoken expectations among us. Without me hosting events are not being planned so this conversation has not happened
Wednesday afternoon around 3 pm B and K started making suggestions about what do for ritual. It was all over the place: first a good fortune thing, then k started saying she wanted to work confronting violence against ICE, it was very vague, about “justice or revolution or retribution.” I was on the highway at this time so couldn’t respond right away. Next she asked me a Palo / espiritists question that REALLY should have been on another channel. What she asked about was legit alarming to me because it shows such a lack of foundational information, I don’t know how I missed imparting it. But now our new coven pal M has stepped forward to say the obvious: the working sounds chaotic ( it does), it is not the energy first described ( it wasn’t) and that she and her son would stay home. Then K apologized to everyone on all platforms and declared she would stay home to not make anyone uncomfortable
Omg
So…I strode in and declared it was hang out only as the original invite said and no ceremony would happen, please bring snacks. And it was nice, if cloudy— we didn’t see the moon til it cleared the cloud banks and was fairly high.
The following day was counseling for me, then getting our surgery time and packing/provisioning surgery day, which included cst food, Cherise’s meds, gas the car etc. it was almost 8 pm when we headed up to FoCo.
I listened to Mt Shasta’s full moon ceremony in the car.
Didn’t see moon even we landed or when we headed out the morning. It’s hazy from the fires in Gunnison. It was hot today and I contemplated the lovely pool, but I have no bathing suit. Trying to buy a suit at the Target, when I went to get Tylenol for Lucie, proved daunting and by the time I went outside the temps had dropped ten degrees and black clouds were rolling in. It’s now pouring rain and thundering.
I love being back in Ft Collins, it’s such a beautiful town. It’s a mountain irony that we’re closer tomsctual
Mountains here but there less of a Mountain View. But if you keep driving west on the Main Street you will
End up in Rocky Mountain national forest.
But I’m anxious to get home.
Early bed now and early departure tomorrow. I have work at 430 and a client reading at noon. Lu is feeling in ok, had lunch and dinner and we are both grateful we didn’t try to drive home tonight, although I did plan to. This is safer for Lu and cherise assures me she is ok til tomorrow
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