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rio_luna626Today started early and included a lovely breakfast and then a lovely long conversation with beloved friend of many decades.
And then I took a lovely drive up hiway 83 in the beautiful weather up to my coven sister’s house to pick up shelves!! I am delighted to get shelving and it was great to see M and hang out in her adorable apartment with her beautiful Malinois, after which I got gas and then a spot of lunch.
Had to run to Ks for a bit, had a long chat with Jhada on the way. Reached out to traveling burly pal and I’ll be taking him to the airport tomorrow so I do get to see him, even if the circumstances are not “ecstatic “. There’s only so ecstatic one can be on a Monday night at Denver airport
In the meantime, the weather was great, the scenery beautiful, I listened to podcasts and it was lovely.
And somehow I have felt very much “not myself “ most of this week. Not getting a cold, just feeling slightly alienated? Lonely? Skingbhunger finally catching up? Similar things. Typical Sunday night melancholia. It’s a parfait of moon in Cancer
I would love a bath.
Weighing on my mind is the new roomies. How is this going to work and look, what kind of rental should be drawn up. Things like that. I seem to have forgotten to reschedule counseling. I’ve been out of work a month now. Brain weasels, to be sure, but they have a bite this evening.
I was missing the ex earlier, in a poignant October mood, and I had to spend some time chewing thru that. The feels persist
Tomorrow I’m doing a lot of driving. I’m going to see Lu and now doubt get a late lunch, then meeting Johnny somewhere at some time and taking him to the airport by 8pm. That has me landing home about 930. But I haven’t seen Lu since before Labor Day, and I feel called to be of service to my friend. I really wish I had felt able to go see the show this weekend.
Things, people, events are just falling off of me. And things are still moving, I’m settling in but I’m not settled yet.
I need to go to bed soon and do prayers with the Orisas before I leave tomorrow morning. Because I owe them offerings on a large scale I still need to get in there and say Hello. I’m letting the perfect negate the good, and that’s not what’s needed now.
I’m feeling a bit aimless. And it’s not serving me at all well. I’m pulling cards and taking in my astrology and trying to unbox or clear one thing per day—I’m excited to have a bookshelf!—and go thru my long and pressing list of todo’s.
Bed soon, obviously.
And then I took a lovely drive up hiway 83 in the beautiful weather up to my coven sister’s house to pick up shelves!! I am delighted to get shelving and it was great to see M and hang out in her adorable apartment with her beautiful Malinois, after which I got gas and then a spot of lunch.
Had to run to Ks for a bit, had a long chat with Jhada on the way. Reached out to traveling burly pal and I’ll be taking him to the airport tomorrow so I do get to see him, even if the circumstances are not “ecstatic “. There’s only so ecstatic one can be on a Monday night at Denver airport
In the meantime, the weather was great, the scenery beautiful, I listened to podcasts and it was lovely.
And somehow I have felt very much “not myself “ most of this week. Not getting a cold, just feeling slightly alienated? Lonely? Skingbhunger finally catching up? Similar things. Typical Sunday night melancholia. It’s a parfait of moon in Cancer
I would love a bath.
Weighing on my mind is the new roomies. How is this going to work and look, what kind of rental should be drawn up. Things like that. I seem to have forgotten to reschedule counseling. I’ve been out of work a month now. Brain weasels, to be sure, but they have a bite this evening.
I was missing the ex earlier, in a poignant October mood, and I had to spend some time chewing thru that. The feels persist
Tomorrow I’m doing a lot of driving. I’m going to see Lu and now doubt get a late lunch, then meeting Johnny somewhere at some time and taking him to the airport by 8pm. That has me landing home about 930. But I haven’t seen Lu since before Labor Day, and I feel called to be of service to my friend. I really wish I had felt able to go see the show this weekend.
Things, people, events are just falling off of me. And things are still moving, I’m settling in but I’m not settled yet.
I need to go to bed soon and do prayers with the Orisas before I leave tomorrow morning. Because I owe them offerings on a large scale I still need to get in there and say Hello. I’m letting the perfect negate the good, and that’s not what’s needed now.
I’m feeling a bit aimless. And it’s not serving me at all well. I’m pulling cards and taking in my astrology and trying to unbox or clear one thing per day—I’m excited to have a bookshelf!—and go thru my long and pressing list of todo’s.
Bed soon, obviously.
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